I looked up from my hands hanging between my knees to Gallett's golden
brown eyes. "But she must not, Gallett. There is no need. Surely she knows
that. She must not."
"She
knows it, if she thinks about it, but she feels guilt. She thinks every
time there is a rough stretch like this with Prescott, with you and Prescott,
Vettra thinks she should never have asked you."
"But
it was my choice. She did not steal from me. She asked and I agreed. I
wanted it too."
Gallett
nodded.
"Why
should she then feel guilty? I knew of her heritage. I knew that she held
Qargan in her. How could I not? I brought her out."
"She
thinks you might have felt a consequent duty."
I made
a sharp gesture denying it, denying even any reason for it.
"And
she thinks that she, a med, should have researched more carefully the possible
results of possible combinations. There is little enough, as you probably
know, on Qargan mixes but what there is deals exclusively with 1/2 mixes
like Vettra herself. A full Qargan mixes with us. But Prescott is a mix
of a mix. Vettra thinks she should have done a further check. She castigates
herself for her headlong, heedless decision. She wanted it. She wanted
your child and thought she could handle the consequences. She has. But
she did not foresee these consequences to you. That's the seat of her upheaval
and her anger at you. She's angry at herself."
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